2nd Chance..

... I Know That I Did You Wrong and Caused You So Much Pain..
I Know That I Fucked Up.. But I Don't Want Our Love To Be In Vain..
I Don't Want To Be A Sad Story.. Illustrated And Summarized With Heartache..
The Story Of Us.. Ended With Heartbreak..
I Didn't Mean To Hurt You But I Let My Pride Get In The Way..
Used Silence.. Instead Of At Least Attempting To Find The Right Words to Say..
I Gave Up..
When We Should Have Made Up..
I Brought Up..
And Thrown So Much Back In Your Face..
Eliminated Your Spot When You Will Always Have A Place..
I Treated You So Cruel..
I Broke And Bent All Our Rules..
Cross All Boundaries.. Just In Spite Of..
When You Say That You Heart Me.. I Tested Your Love..
I Didn't Even Consider Your Needs..
I Was So Selfish.. Only Thinking About Me..
And You Were So Patient With Me.. Honestly..
Can You Ever Forgive Me..
I Know That I Don't Deserve.. A 2nd Chance.. Or Any Chances For That Matter..
I Won't Make Promises Saying That I Will Be Better..
I have to Show You..
Can We Start Over Again.. Allow Me To Get To Know You..
I Want To Reintroduce Myself.. Go On Our 1st Date Again..
Become Your Friend..
No Longer Making This Thing About Me.. But About Us..
Earn Your Trust..
Recreate Our First Kiss..
The Way You Would Hug..
The Mornings We Spent Fighting and The Nights We Spent Making Love..
You Treated Me Like And Equal..
And I Know That You Said You Would Never Cry Over Me Anymone.. It Was Beneath You..
I Wish I Could Take It Back.. The Way You Looked At Me When I Disappointed You..
I Live With So Many Regrets But The Worst One.. Is Hurting You..
All You Wanted Was Love and Happiness.. And I Couldn't Give It To You..
The Tears That Fell When You Felt I Didn't Appreciate You..
The Way you Always Came Back.. When I Apologized For The Way I Treated You..
Sure For a Couple of Days I Straighten Up and Flew Right..
And You Were So Happy.. It Felt Like The Real Deal.. I Guess I Can See It All Now.. Guess I'll Call It Insight..
I Made You Cry.. Way Too Many Times.. And I Brushed It Off Like It Didn't Matter..
And I Always Knew Better..
And When Your Friends Told You That You Could Do Better..
You Stood By My Side.. Through All My Bullshit.. Through the Cheating..
The Laying, The Sneaking, The Creeping..
You Held Us Down..
I Made A Fool Of You.. In Front of All of Your Friends and Family..
I Made You Look So Weak..
When in Reality You Were The Strong One..
I Need You.. You Didn't Me..
And I Know It Took too Long For Me to Notice it and See..
But You Mean The World.. No You Are My World.. You Complete Me..
I Can't Eat, Sleee because I Breathe You..
I Want Us To Work This Out, But I Need You..
I Will Do Anything to Show You.. I Am All In..
I Will Apologize As Many Times as I Can..
To Make You Understand..
I Took You For Granted..
And If You Love Me Like I Love You.. Then You Believe in Our Love and 2nd Chances..

If I Had A Dollar..

Some Days I Feel Like Life is Way Too Precious.. Too Priceless..
The Price That We Pay To Survive.. In This Environment..
To Create.. To Design..
A Life That We Can Call Our Own..
That Space Inside Your Mind.. That you Occupy.. That You Call Home..
You Start To Think..
More Or Less Rethink..
You Question.. Alternative Motives..
We All Know That A House is Where Your Heart should be.. So Our Hearts Began To Show Us..
Like What If..
What If I Had A Dollar For Every time It Was You I Missed..
If I Had A Dollar For Everytime I Told U To Leave and Never Comeback When I Meant Stay and Visit..
What If I Had A Dollar For The Times I Touched My Lips.. And Could Still Feel Yours When We Kissed..
What If I Had 4 Quarters For Every Season..
A Quarter.. Closing My Eyes and Wishing It Would Fall.. So I Could Have A Reason..
To Let The Other 25 Percent.. Would Melt Away Ur Cold Heart in The Wintertime..
The Other Quarter.. Would Spring To Your Side..
The Last Quarter I Would Give To The Summer..
Just To Re-live Laying Next To You.. Watching The Sun Set Down Under..
While Still Giving You Your Space To Breathe..
Giving You Everything You Want.. So One Day You Will Need Me..
If I Had A Dollar..10 Dimes..
For Every time..
You Built A Bridge and Crossed My Mind..
If I Had A Dollar.. 20 Nickles..
Anytime A Song Came On That Reminded Me Of You.. It Became a Ripple..
Affect..
Cause and Effect..
Love A Song Comes On..
And I Realize That My Love For You Isn't Gone..
It's Just Buried.. Hidden.. Stored In Boxes Labeled..
Proceed With Caution.. And If I Was Willing and Able..
I Wished That I Had A Hundred Pennies.. For Every Time..
You Crossed My Mind..
And Never Left..
Every Time That I Wanted to Call You.. And I Stopped Myself..
It Seems Like All The Money in The World.. is Priceless.. Invalid..
The Point That You Tried to Prove In My Life.. Made You Valid..
If I Had a Dollar.. I Would Use It To Make You See..
Change is Inevitable..
And No Matter How Dimes, Nickels, Quarters, or Pennies.. Come Around.. You're The Only One That I Choose to Hold On To Forever..