Dear You,
I'm Writing You This Letter...
I Know That We Promised That We Would Make It Through The Worst or For Better....
Lately All It Seems Like We Do is Argue and Fight..
I No Longer Know What Is Good... At First This Seemed So Right..
And When It Started to Turn For The Worst.. We Stopped Trying...
We Stopped Relying...
On Our Love To Keep Us Together..
To Make Us Better..
To Make Us Stronger..
To Keep Fighting Just Alittle Bit Longer..
Your Words No Longer Carries That Power That It Used To... Whenever You Speak..
Your Eyes No Longer Make Me Weak..
Your Kisses No Longer Lead to Romance..
The Passion That We Once Had..
Is Gone..
Maybe It's Just Me.. Maybe I Could Be Wrong..
But This Love is Dying.. And It Can't Be Healed..
Just Like The Thrill..
We Both Seek..
We Lost The Interest of Finding..
Cancelled That Search.. For Us.. And As I Try to Keep Rewinding..
I Can't Stop Us From Getting to This Point.. I Ask Myself.. Why Me..
I Remember When I First Met You.. I Thought That We Should Be..
Now That Time Has Passed.. I Question Your Loyalty..
Your Honesty..
I Question If You Really Still Love Me..
And If That Wasn't Enough..
You Put Me In Predicaments.. You Do The Dumbest Stuff..
We Used to Get Along So Well..
Now It's Hard to Even Tell..
If We Are an Item..
Dare To Call Us a Couple...
Relationships.. More Like Relationshit..
Your Family.. My Friends in Our Biz..
And All You Can Say.. It Is What It Is..
Well What Is It..
Complicated..
Don't Give That... When I'm More Than Frustrated..
And Everytime My Voice Gets Elevated..
And I Scream and Shout..
You Sit There Confused.. Like I Shouldn't Have Anything to Complain About..
And I'm Trying with All My Might..
You Try to Reassure Me That Everything Will Be Alright..
When I Know That It's The Opposite..
Like I'm Arguing For My Benefit..
You Know What The Hell With It..
The Hell with Staying..
The Hell With Praying..
Well That I Don't Mean..
I Will Always Pray..
But I Will No Longer Ask Him to Make You Stay..
When I Really Want You To Leave..
Yeah.. That's What I Need..
I Don't Want Someone Dragging Me Down..
I Mean I Can Be So Happy.. But Instant Mood Change.. When You Come Around..
So Yes The Hell With You..
The Hell With Your Truth..
When Most Of The Time.. It's Lies..
And I'll Be Surprised..
If Anything You Said to Me is Backed by Facts..
And Not Opinions.. I Swear You Are So Wack..
And Then You Question If I Could Love You The Way You Needed to Be Loved... Spare Me...
When You Could Never Treat Me The Way I Needed to Be Treated.. And Now You Care About Me..
You Played Me..
You Delayed Me..
From Finding Something Real..
All Because of How You Wanted to Feel..
Not How You Felt..
You Are Truly Something Else..
So..
This Letter is To Confirm What We Both Know..
But Could Never Already Say..
And In Every Form.. Every Way..
I'm Truly Over You..
Over The Way Your Heart Isn't In It..
Or The Way.. U Tried to Show Me That You Were Different..
Over The Act..
Of How You Was Something New.. And When I Turned By Back..
When You Turned Out to Be Just Like The Rest..
And Then You Swear You're The Best..
To Ever Grace My Presence..
With Your Presents..
When You Know I'm At My Breaking Point.. And We Both Know When We Get To That Route.. We Know Where It's Headed..
But Somehow..
You Always Get Me to Stop Thinking About The Future.. And Think About Now..
So As You Look Around...
My Stuff is No Where to Be Found..
And With All The Time It Took..
I Deleted My Facebook..
My Number.. I Got It Changed.. Blocked You..
Locked You..
Out Of My Life..
And I'll Never Have To Think Twice..
About Giving You Another Key..
It's You Substracting Me...
Took Myself Out Of The Situation..
Changed My Location..
Relocated..
Debated..
If I Should Even Write This..
Believe Me..
I Cut All Ties With You.. You Don't Have To Take The Time to Go Look and See..
Or Sit There Confused.. Like You Don't Know Where All This is Coming From..
It's Over.. And I'm Done..
I Know You..
And What Your Capable of Doing.. And What You Would Do..
I Don't Want Your Friendship..
I Don't Want Your Relationship..
And I Can't Truly Wait to Hate You..
When I Can Say That I Don't Need You...
I Know That Nothing is Perfect.. But This Letter is The Closest to Thing to Perfection That I Will Get..
And No I'm Not Innocent..
So Please Let This Sink In..
Please Try.. And Begin..
To Move On..
Because I Am.. And I'm Gone..
Believe It.. Or Not...
I'm No Longer Here.. Or Will Be There...
For You.. To You.. With You.. Why Should I Care..
When You Stopped.. And In That Case..
The Shoe Would Be On The Other Foot.. And I Would Be In Your Place..
Your Shoes..
But What The Use..
Of Having Sympathy..
You Never Cared Enough To Show Me..
Know That This Decision Wasn't Easy..
But I Have to What's Best For Me..
And That's Finding My Own Peace and Happiness..
And If I Don't Mean Anything.. Now I Mean This..
Good-Bye....
Sincerely,
Me
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