Karma Killed Me..

As a Stand Looking at You... Face to Face....
Your Stare is So Cold and I wish I was Anywhere but Here... Any Place...
Anywhere Time.. I hear You.. But My Mind is Back tracking.. Walking backwards Out of the Door..
And Out of the Shower... And I See You Laying So Peacefully.. Waiting for Me.. Praying that I Don't Do it Anymore...
Hoping out of the Car... Driving back for Her... Holding Her.. Telling Her that I love Him.. Thinking of You... Looking at Her.. But Loving You More...
Loving You.. But Kissing Her.. Being One with Her.. Spending Time with Her... Before..
And After... I Call and Say.. I'm at Work.. Running Late.. Traffic.. Trains.. and Planes.. All Hindering Me From this Look... Your Patience Running.. Away..
I wish with Her.. I could Stay..
But My Loyalty is with You...
And You Ask why Can't I stay Faithful, Stay True...
I want to Say Because I'm Not Sure.. If it's with You.. I want to be With.. Because You Hurt Me.. Because You Lied...
But all that Could Come Out of My Mouth is... Karma is a Bitch.. You Played Me.. So in Return I make You Cry..
Make You Feel.. The Pain I Recioprate.. The Actions.. And Show You How it Feels... To Miss Me..
Need Me.. Breathe Me.. Baby Please Believe Me.. I Just Don't Want You to Leave Me.. Kiss Me..
Tell Me You Love Me.... All the Things.. Sound Like De Ja Vue... You Stripped Me of My Happy.. I was Content with You..
Seeing You..
You Held My Heart Hostage... And I was Overwhelmed with Love... Content with "Ours" ....What we Had Is Now What we Need... Facing The Facts...
Had it that Way for a Time.. So I'm Back Walking, Back Pacing, Back Tracking, I'm Backwards..
Waiting For You To Reply.. But The Mood is Silenced.. And Awkward..
Your Eyes Say Things That Your Mouth Can't Formulate..
Because You Can Truly Relate..
In The Back of Your Mind.. Heavy Thoughts..
Trying to Struggle... But With Every Step..
You Losing Your Breath..
Hard To Breathe..