Irreplaceable.. So You Say..

As I sit here, eyes closed.. I can't help but to think..
Am I really at The Edge of Giving up.. The Verge of Losing Me.. My Brink..
Questioning Your Intentions and My Endeavors... Thinking to My Self..
Could you Satisfy My Appetite..
Could This Person make me reconsider "The Single Life.."
Then You Go and Prove me Wrong..
Sitting Here singing that Damn Irreplaceable Song..
Now Here I Stand.. Questioning if A Woman or Man, Boy or Friend Can Tell Me that You were just a Figment of My Imagination... No Longer someone that I laid next to at Night..
I couldn't conjure up this sadness and pain that you inflicted on Me.. I wanted to get over you
To Prove to Me.. That we were too Through...
So I Moved On.. And It seems Like when You relocate.. Everyone Seems to Find the Absolute Location of Where and What You Doing.. I Guess Relatively it Didn't Matter Any More..
You Want to See Me to Help Me Celebrate.. More or Less.. Knowing that I've Been through this Before but again my Intentions.. Wants me Find Out What's In Store...
And After Months of partying... I wake Up.. Thinking.. Why did I give Party Favors to People who Never Bring Present to My Party.. Blow Out the Cake.. What For..
As If.. This Point in My Life.. I'm Still Relying On My Heart..
As if My Heart didn't get me into trouble.. I never Finish with this personal goal to never start..
Asking myself.. Am I at My Whit's End..
After Months of The Dating Scene, I Find You.. My Friend..
So I Give My All into this "Friendship".. what You Call it..
But it seems Like I'm the One Planting the Seeds and You're the One Reaping the Benefits..
So As I Lay on My back.. Pissed.. Thinking to Myself.. My Life Has to Be Worth More that This Shit..
All those baby, Bae, Lover.. A Job that I Personally.. Came Late.. So I can Get Fired.. So I won't Have to Quit..
Now I'm Sitting, watching "Irreplaceable" yet again..
Motivation for Me and My.. Have Another You in a Minute.. Playing a Loser's Game to Win..
Knowing I need a Challenge..Just Not the Games He Plays.. Thinking Like You Must Not Know About Me
And After His Figuring out who I Am.. After the Exchange of Words.. It's Plain to See
The Last Final Words as i stared you straight in the eyes
Substituting My Middle Fingers as My Heartfelt Warm Good-byes
And All those Fuck You.. As Acceptance to Your Apolo-lies..
My Friend, What Makes You Think I Won't Replace You
Or think.. Because you're almost Good at What You Do..
I wouldn't check the warranty and send you back to.
Whoever.. I'll Find someone who won't Take me for Granted..
I'm Done Giving you All Access..
Because as Bold as it seems
Some of My Dreams
Subside in my conscious Mind
And Most of the Time, I'm living what I'm Dreaming, Then I wake Up to Realize.. My Reality..
No One told you fabricate this Irreplaceable Mentality
But You did.. And Now I have to Do what I do.. Which is to let you know..
That Just as Easily as You Came.. You can Go..
LOL.. To the Left.. To the Left...