Me, Myself And I...

I Swear I Can't Blame Anyone But Me..
Everything..
I Wished That I Could See..
Every Time..
Love is Supposed to Be Blind..
And I'm Following You Foolishly..
And Eventually..
You Become Unaware..
To The Facts.. So Unprepared..
So Taken Back From The Rights..
You Stop Putting Up A Fight..
You Stop Looking For The Wrongs..
Your Guard and Walls are Slowing.. Breaking Down..
Meanwhile..
Yeah.. Until..
One Day.. We All Call It Free Will..
Wakes You Up.. And You No Longer Feel Safe..
Now You Have To Face..
You No Longer Feel.. At Ease..
You Don't Know What To Believe..
So Much Tension..
In The Room..
I Don't Even Want to Look At You..
You Walk In.. And I Walk Out..
Considering Leaving You.. Wondering If It's You.. I Can Do Without..
I Look At You.. I See Love.. Until You Open Your Mouth..
Bullshit And Doubts..
Lies Comes Out..
Triggers.. Incidents.. Dates..
Times.. Places.. And Our Fate..
Which We Both Used To Hold.. So How..
Do I Hold The Judgement.. Our Future.. Our Right Now..
I Used to Tell Myself.. That I Should Never Get To Close.. Should Fall..
Anything..
Reminds Me.. Of Happiness..
Anytime..
I Would Have Never Hesitated To Give You The Best of Me.. Best of This..
Going to Sleep With You.. Dreams Of Infidelity..
Slowly Turning Into Nightmares.. Reason To Why I'm Feeling So Lonely..
When I'm Not Alone.. When It's An Us..
We Was Together.. And Even That To You.. Never Seem Like It Was Enough..
A Verbal Commitment..
Thinking To Myself.. That This Time.. Things Will Be Different..
You Were My Happy Ending..
But Sometimes.. The Ending.. Never Seems To End The Way You Want It Too.. Not To Mention..
The Fact That I Would End Up.. Heart Broken.. From You..
Yeah You Tell Me.. That You're Hurting Too..
But I Can't See It..
You Honestly.. Can't Feel Me..
You Can't Relate..
Because At The Moment.. You're Still Trying to Replace..
Me..
Erase..
Me..
I've Haven't Seen A Single Tear.. Fall From Your Eyes..
Haven't Heard You Even Say You're Sorry.. Haven't Yet Apologized..
So How Can You Say.. You Agree..
And You Know What I Need..
I Beg To Differ.. I Disagree..
Please..
If You're Going to Leave.. Please Stop Making Excuses and Just Go..
But Before You Leave.. I Want You To Know..
That Once You Walk Away.. There is No Way in Hell I'll Ever Let You Come Back..
And As A Matter Of Fact..
Exit..
Just As Swiftly As You Made An Entrance.. But This Time It's Different..
And As I Watch You Walk Out of My Life..
I Made A Promise To Myself.. That At The End Of The Day.. It's Just Me, Myself and I..