Please Don't Make me Cry

You know that I am self-concious..
So when you break your promises..
When you aren't honest..
You put me in fucked up positions..
And I have to listen..
I have to envision..
Pay attention..
Tears..
Slowly forming in my eyes..
You better not cry..
And you better not fall for his lies..

Why do you do this to me..
Fuck me up mentally..
Blame my insecurities..
Whenever I catch you in a lie..
You said you will never cry..
Again.. So why are tears swelling in your eyes..
I can taste the sadness.. I've been here before..
In Circles..
These damn Tears..
Falling..
I keep putting my all in..

Again..
Where have you been..
Who were you with..
Tell me.. I promise I won't trip..
Who is she..
It can't just be me..
Please tell me..
I promise I won't flip..
Tears..
Water flowing from my eyes..
You promised that you wouldn't lie..
Anymore.. Cries..

Let me see your phone..
If you were home alone..
Then prove it..
If no.. Then who did you visit..
You promised that this time would be different..
Tears..
But something is different..
Instead of listening..
Tripping..
I guess I'm just finally tired of the lies..
The tears won't fall from my eyes..
All I asked was please don't make me cry..