Dedicated To My Ex..

... Infinity Fuck You...
I Had to Get That Out of The Way.. And If I Knew...
That This Story I Had To Tell..
Or That Days and Weeks of Me Trying to Include You in Every Train of Thought Would Only Take a Mere Matter of Minutes for That Train to Derail..
And Every Single Thought on That Train Would Never Make It Back to It's Destination..
Trying So Hard to Focus on Us.. But You Always Break My Concentration..
My Thought Process..
Because of You.. Our Love Will Be Laid To Rest..
And In One Instant.. I Could Never Get Back..
Or Would I Even Want Back.. The Memories..
The Feelings..
Our Beginning..
Us Sharing..
Disclosed..
Secrets.. From The Heart and Soul..
Only to Fear That.. My Secrets Will No Longer Be That..
Somehow They Would End Up On Twitter or Facebook.. In A Trending Topic or Notes.. Saying Revenge.. The Big Pay Back..
Or You Comparing Me To The Next Girl..
Or The Ex Girl.. That You Seem To Deem All Bad Because Previous Experiences Made You Hate Everything That Ever Set Foot In Your World..
Or Seemed To Cross Your Path..
No..
You Hate Me.. Well I Hope So..
I Hope That You Hate Me Enough That It Blind Sides You..
You Single Out Everyone And Begin To Think That Everyone is Alike.. And The Hate Turns into Hatred.. And You Start to Hate Yourself Too..
So Much..
That You Start To Question.. Love..
Confuse Love with Like.. Like with Lust..
And You Start to Question The Circles in Your Square.. Betraying Your Own Friends.. Forgetting Who To Trust..
Yes..
Convince Me..
Trick Yourself into Thinking That You're A Good Of A Person.. Like You Tricked Me..
I Was A Fool For Love..
Thinking Back To Every Kiss and Hug..
You Played The Part..
Acted Like You Felt The Same.. And I Had Your Heart..
Found A Loop Hole.. In This Thing Called Love.. Thought You Were So Smart..
Everything That You Did Had A Reason.. I Lied Because I Loved You..
I Looked Else Were For Affection.. Because I Needed You..
I Cheated Because I Couldn't See Myself.. Mistreating You..
Any Chance I Got To Creep Around.. I Took It..
And Any Chance I Got To Forgive You.. So Everything You Did.. I Over Looked It..
I Thought That Maybe.. If I Didn't Think About It.. And Close My Eyes..
And Open Them Back Up.. That It Would Disappear.. Would Vanish Out Of Mind..
Fuck You..
Yes.. I Have To Repeat Myself..
FUCK YOU..
And As Quiet As It's Kept..
Saying Fuck You.. Will Never Be Enough..
Fuck Love..
Fuck Whatever or Whoever is Next..
I Gave My All To You.. You Had Me As My Best..
So Again..
Fuck You.. And Let's Not Try To Pretend..
That We Will Be Friends..
I Hated That I Loved You..
And Had Love For You..
So I Dedicate This..
Middle Fingers To You.. My Ex..