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Thursday, March 20, 2014

Flaws and All..

... I Hate People.. I Hate Humans.. I Hate Anything That Breathes..
I Confuse My Dying Wants with My Untimely Needs..
I Try to Be Perfect..
And Most Often I Feel Like People Aren't Worth It..
I've Been Hurt..
I'd Be A Lie If I Didn't Say My Name Has Been Dragged Through The Dirt..
At This Very Moment I Couldn't Possibly Sit Here and Tell You That I Know My Worth..
I Have A Huge Problem With Trust..
Issues with Liars.. I Despise The Term Us..
I Used to be So Innocent..
Out Spoken, Free Will, Nice, Lovable, and Just Brilliant..
Funny How A Few Words Can Tear Down A Whole Foundation of Words Ever Built..
Funny How One Person Can Break Down A Wall Of Love That Hundreds Of People Healed..
Now I Feel so Damaged..
All Those Years That I Built This Image..
The Old Me, She Was So Fierce and Fearless..
The New Me, Well She Feel So Useless..
At This Point She Feel Like it's Hopeless..
To Change and Try to Cope With This..
She Felt Like.. She Could Never Be Loved..
She Will Never be Looked At As This Strong Women Anymore.. So She Will Let You Be The Judge..
*Shrugs*

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