Lost..

My Path is Unclear and Although I can't escape this..
Everyone Tells Me That I'm Special and Destined For Greatness..
I Don't See What They See..
When I Look Into The Mirror.. I See Me..
I See Someone Who Has Dreams, Goals, Aspirations..
Someone Who Just Wants To Make Her Parents Proud..
Make Every Trials and Tribulations that She Has Ever Been Through Worth It..
They Say.. Pray.. Listen To your Heart.. Believe In yourself..
She Believes..
She Sees..
But She's Deceived..
She's Been Deceived..
Fought in Spiritual Warfare with herself..
Compromised her Integrity..
Battled Herself in An All Out.. No guts No Glory..
She Reads.. She Writes For Everyone Else But She Can't Seem To Finish her story..
Most Of The Time She's Tired.. Tired of Fighting.. It Becomes So Tiresome..
She Know That One Day Her Battle Will Be Won So.. But to Some..
She is Admired..
She's Praised.. Looked At.. And Often Inspires..
She Gives Hope, she gives Advice..
People Look To Her.. Because From The Outside Looking In.. She Has It All Together.. She Has The Best Life..
But From The Inside.. She's Unstable..
Not In The Sense Of Being Crazy.. She Just Enables..
Gives Herself The Pep Talk that She Needs..
She's Relieved.. She's intrigued..
She Knows That Life Isn't Promised..
And To Be Perfectly Honest..
She's Afraid.. Terrified..
Because She Can't Make Sense Of Her life.. Her Reason To Live.. Her Reason To Try..
She wants to know her purpose in this life.. And deep down inside..
She's Jaded..
Outside She's So Loved but Inside She's Hated..
She Confused..
Her Own Trust.. She's Abused..
Followed Her Heart.. When She Should Have Followed Her Mind..
She Can't See the Change.. It's like the Blind leading the Blind..
She's Alone.. And That's Her Own Fault..
Misguided.. Going in Circles.. Trying to find the Truth.. At Any Cost.. ..
Failing to Read The Warning Signs.. So She's at the Point of No Return.. She Looks around to see that she's Lost..