The Dilemma...

It's So Simple.. But The Answer is Never The Answer That We Want..
They Say Listen To Your Heart..
Listen To Your Mind But Mostly Listen To The Way Your Heart Beats..
Find The Common Ground To Where The Two Meet..
But How Can You Listen To Something That Is Broken..
And My Thoughts Were Stolen..
My Mind is Vacant..
Which Was Once A Place Full Of Memories and Beautiful Pictures of Our Love Faces..
Is Now A Dark Empty Room.. Full Of Empty Spaces..
And For A Minute I Thought That Would Be My Future..
Until She Showed Up.. Those Things That I Was Used Too..
With Her.. Now This Other One.. She..
Has A Presence.. She Likes Me..
But I Can't Stop Thinking About Her..
And The Way That We Were..
But She is So Different..
I Mean They Both Listen..
They Both Pay Attention..
They Both Have A Habit Of Making Me Question My Exist..
But It's Something About Her That Pushes Me To My Limits..
I Mean I Love Her.. But I Also Think That I Like She..
So I Question She's Intentions..
By Paying She A Couple Of Visits..
Give She A Couple Of Minutes..
But I Don't Want To Get Caught Up In It..
When Me And Her Hasn't Truly Ended..
I Mean We've Said Our Good-Byes..
But I'll Be A Lie..
If I Said.. That I Truly Didn't Miss It..
Me And Her..
And What Makes It Worst..
She Is In The Picture.
And As Perfect As The Picture Maybe.. I Still Think Of Her..
I Mean I Can't Blame Myself For Leaving Her.. I Had To Push Myself Away..
To Understand The Present Tense Of Why My Feelings Can't Stay..
I'd Be Lying To Myself If I Said That She Doesn't Have A Place..
And The Times When I Feel Like I Need Her.. I Think Of Her Face..
The Ways..
The Days..
When We Were So Happy..
Her And I.. And I Have Her To Thank.. For The New Way That She Has Me..
But The Dilemma Kicks In..
Because With Her.. I Will Always Be Friends..
And Sometimes It Hard To Say That I Don't Want Her.. Anymore..
And It's Hard To Close Those Chapters.. Even Harder To Shut The Door..
And Realize That When I Change The Locks..
That I Will Never Get Back.. What We Had.. What Her and I Got..
And The Times When I Say I Want Something New..
She Came Along.. And Helped Me Through..
She.. Tries.. To Change My Mind..
To Come Behind..
And Try To Clean Up The Mess That Was Me..
And If It Wasn't For Her.. I Wouldn't Need She..
Lord Knows She Came Right On Time..
So She Should Never See Pain Or Feel Heartache..
From Her and I Previous Mistakes..
And I Couldn't Live With Myself..
And I Know I Shouldn't Talk To She About Her.. But I Can't Help It..
Her And I.. Were Magic..
And I Think That She Knows..
How Hard It Is For Me To Let Her Go..
And I Respect She So Much..
For Even Being Apart Of The Situation.. Picking Me Up When I Was Sick Of Falling In Love..
My Love For Her.. Has Me At A Disadvantage..
So I Say If Things Are Meant To Happen Between She And I.. Who Am I To Challenge..
And She Opened My Eyes..
To A New Life..
I Can't Say That I'm Surprised..
But I Don't Want She To Sacrifice..
Or Feel Like She Will Never Win With Me Because Let's Face It Her Already Had The Prize..
Dilemma.. I Have To Realize..
Don't Want To Feel Like I Have To Choose..
Or Feel Like I'm Trying To Compare The Two..
So What Am I To Do..
When All I Ever Knew..
Was Her..
Her Touch..
Her Love..
What Am I To Do..
When She Touches Me..
When She Says She Likes Me..
When She Wants Me..
Searching For A Simple Answer..
The Question.. Do I Still Want Her..
Am I Willing To Find Out Where She..
And I Leads..
Dilemma.. Questions.. So Many Questions..
Which One Is The Curse.. Which One Is The Blessing..
I Mean.. I Needs Answers.. I Need Advice..
I Need To Know.. To Stay Here With Her.. Or Move On With She In My Life..
I Love Her.. But She.. I'm Liking Her Too..
What Am I To Do..
*Sighs*