Be A...

I sensed the Change but never took the time to notice and understand Why
Why? Do You Let Him Treat you with Disrespect but Hate to Be Called a Bitch by a Girl
Like Being Called a Bitch by a Female is the One Thing in the World..
That would send you spinning around and shouting and yelling like You're Crazy
But you Let this Guy, This Man, This Nigga, as you so conveniently Put it call you everything But his Baby
A Shame, A Fucking Disgrace
You think that Because He Says that You are Not pretty.. U Need to Cover your Face
We all shed Tears...
We disguise our Fears..
BE A WOMAN... Grow Up.. Give Up.. and when you Feel Like you Can't Go On...
Go On.. Fight.. Stand Up.. BE A WOMAN...
Why?
Why Not?
Do you think that Because you don't Have Love doesn't mean that it's NOT there to see
So you Replace Love and Reality with Heartache and Fantasy...
Never...
Will I ever Depend on a Guy to Make me Happy or Define Me..
Never..
Will I ever Confuse being a Grown ASS woman with Being a Young Lady...
Because that's what you are... Young Minded
Often Blinded...
Slightly Misguided...
But You Tend to Follow Me..
Not Duplicating My Accomplishments.. But Your echoing my Mistakes.. As if an Original is Hard to Be..
Don't Be Me..
BE A WOMAN...
You Can't be a Man.. As Much as You Try to rationalize and justify to why you are who you become...
And with all this talk of Maturity.. It's Immature to Think that Way.. Or would you Prefer me calling you Dumb..
As if Pain, Heartache, Misery, Blah, Blah, Blah, Spare Me..
Spare Me..
The Stories of How you Thought you Found Love But it was Lust...
Spare Me..
Of How You thought You Had the Perfect Relationship in the World but You Lacked Trust
Spare Me..
Of How You were Blue to Love this Little Boy So You Cried Wolf.. And Cried.. And Cried..
See I'm Not Going to Lie...
You See I've Heard it All.. Seen it All.. Lived it.. Loved.. Cared..
See I'm Tired of the Player Types, the Gold Digging Life, the Friendships..the Fall outs.. It's Not There..
Love is Not There..
Love is Real..
And You Can't Possibly understand the Concept because Hey.. You Can't Feel..
You Don't Know.. What's it's Like to be a Grown as Woman..
You See..
Understanding My Life would be Plently of Reason to why you can't Be..
A Grown ass Woman..
So.. Grow Up.. Give Up.. And When You Feel like You Can't Go On...
Go On...
Achieve More than Just your skills to Getting a Man...
Learn how to Keep Him.. Wait (Raisies Hand)
Learn how to Keep a Good One..
Yeah.. I know I'm Reaching... But Maybe Just Maybe...
One Day instead of Being His Young Lady..
Try Being a Independent Grown ass Woman..