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Thursday, March 17, 2011

Can't Be Friends...

... Some Say Patience is a Virtue...
But Some Will Never Understand That Feeling You Get... When Someone Leaves You...
When All You Know is That Feeling of Being Wanted... It Disappears and Now She No Longer Needs You...
He No Longer Sees You... As His Best...
He Sees You As A Threat.. A Weakness... That Their Heart Can No Longer Protect..
I Swear Trey... Made Can't Be Friends For Us..
How Many Times Have We Gave Up On Each Other... But We Could Never Give Up on Our Love...
Our Friendship Should Always Come Above... Always Before...
But We Could Never Ignore The Signs...
Baby Do You Remember The Time..
That We Fell in Love... And The First Time We Kissed... The First Time We Hugged... The Very First Time We Said We Loved....
Now You're Telling Me....
That We Were Never Meant to Be... That We Didn't Meant It..
All The Late Night Chats... The Calls...
The Way You Stalled..
When You Wanted To Talk Longer...
And When Our Love Got Stronger... My Feelings Got Deeper...
Now I Hear You Telling People That I Don't Need Her...
You Don't Need Me..
Honestly...
Do You Really Want to Be Friends...
Sure We Separated.. But Why Should Our Love End...
Why Should I Stop Loving You Now... And This Friend Thing is an Excuse...
To Try to Keep Me Close.... But What's The Use...
I'm Not Happy at All... So Excuse Me....
If I Push You Away.. Ignore Your Calls... Your Texts... Delete You... Force You to Decide...
Just Because It's Your Feelings... You Hide...
Why Should I Lie....
To Myself and Others... Lie to Me..
You Can't Say That You Would Be Alright...
If I Up and Said I Found M. Right..
You Have The Power... To Change This...
Change The Way... I Look...
Change This Story Book Ending...
If You Really Feel Like We Could End Like This... And Be Friends Then...
That is What We Will Do...
But If You Feel Like Any Part of This is True..
Please Let Me Know...
Baby Don't Let Go...
Hold Me... Hold Me Down...
Stay Around..
As My Lover... You Mean So Much More To Me Than a Friend...
Baby Let's Try This Love Thing Again...
Let's Try to Pretend...
That This is All New..
Introducing and Meeting Each Other... A New Me... A New You...
We'll Meet For The First Time...
And If We Can Practice What We Preach.. We Can Get It Right This Time...
I Will Do Whatever to Convince Your Heart... Body.. Soul.. And Mind...
You Belong To Me... And I To You...
And If You Only Knew...
My Feelings For You are Too Real to Fake... I Can't Fake These Feelings... So They Have to Be True...
I Swear I'm Breaking Down...
Physically... And Mentally... To Picture It... Having to Looking at You Differently...
I Can't Be Just Another Associate.. Associating...
Someone You Call.. When You Feel Like You Need a Pick Me Up... Or For Advice...
When Someone Else Can't Handle Your Love.. So We Conference.... I'm Thinking Wouldn't It Be Nice...
If I Could Get We Back...
Wondering If You Tell Her The Same Things That You Tell Me...
And Will She Fall... Like I Fell..
Maybe Time Will Time...
I Wish It Was On My Side...
And You Could Be Mine...
Like You Were Before...
I Wish I Could Let You Know...
Jealousy is Not Really a Trait That I Carry...
But Right Now My Heart is Heavy...
And I'm Having One of Those Days...
When You're All I Can Think About.. Wondering If You're Feeling The Same...
Thinking About Me...
Stuck in Your Old Ways...
So I Send You A Smiley Face... Attached to It.. Is a Question... How Are You... Hi Friend...
You Reply... Hey Buddie...
I Type I Miss You So Much... Baby... I Want To Be With You.. But I Can't Force Myself To Tell You The Truth.. So Instead of Pressing Send...
I Press End...
And Say Nothing... Just Thinking... My Signature is It Would Be You...
But Regardless I Try to Ignore My How I Feel.. I Try To...
Put It Out of My Head...
The Truth is... It's So Loney... On Your Side of The Bed...
And Even Though I Wish These Feelings Would Go Away..
And I Can Put You Behind Me.. And Truly Mean It When I Say.. You're So Yesterday....
I Can't Help But To Think.. That We Should Be...
We Were Meant To Be...
Now It's Just Unfortunate... And You Can't See..
You're Moving Further and Further Away From Me...
And As Much As I Wish We Were More Than That....
Our Love is Lost... And No Matter How Hard I Look For It... It Will Never Come Back....
So Until You Realize It's With Me...
Where Your Heart And Love Lies... I Guess This Friendship is Were We Should Be...
And I Always Find My Way Back To You...
Back To Us..
When I Say That We Can't Be Friends...
Trust..
I Mean.. I Could Never Stop Loving You...
I Can Never Change The Way I Look at You...
And The Way You Look at Me...
You Know Me...
Better Than I Do...
You Could Say That You Don't Feel The Same Way...
But That Wouldn't Be True...
You Miss Us.. Just As Much As I....
And If I'm Wrong... Then I Apologize...
For Over Stepping My Friend Boundaries... But Everytime You Say... You Just Want To Be Friends... I Know The Truth... You Can Lie To Me... But Your Eyes Never Lie...

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