Breaking Point..

.... I Know We All Can Relate....
Maybe a Different Time... Similar Situation... But an Exact Place...
When Words No Longer Mean a Thing...
Those I Love You... Baby... And All the Drama Love Brings...
If Someone Would Have Told Me... That I Would Get to This Point of No Return..
Usher Said It Best.. We Really Need to Let It Burn...
And If The Tables Were Turned...
You Would Say The Same Thing Too...
Stop Trying to Explain...
Trying to Evaluate The Situation...
The Facts Still Remain...
You Lied... You Cheated... You Broke Me... I Will Never Feel The Same...
I'm At The Edge... Don't Push Me..
And Even After I Warned You.... Beg You.... Not To..
You Push..
You Pull...
You Strong Arm...
My Love..
And Get Mad.. When I Don't Want You Around...
Need You...
GTFO Already...
You Can Keep My Heart....
I Just Want My Pride...
And My Mind...
You Say... You Want It All..
We Fight.. We Struggle... We Fall...
I Get Up... Feeling Like I Lost The Battle....
But I Won The War..
Because No Matter How Much You Want Me to Take You Back...
I'll Say Never... And Even If I Don't Mean It..
My Friends Seen It..
The Hurt and Abuse..
So What's The Use...
Stop Right There...
Before You Leave...
Give Me a Moment...
To Mourn... To Grieve..
Our Love...
You...
And What Not to Do...
Oh You Can Go...
And Take The Memories... The Pictures... That Used to Remind Me Of Us... Now Reminds Me... Of The Hoes...
The Bitches... Because I Don't Know Their Names Personally...
But I Guess I Should Get to Know Them... Since They Meant So Much to You.... And They Still Don't Mean Shit to Me...
Honestly... Did You Think I Wouldn't Find Out... Your Dirty Little Secrets...
Once You Tell Someone... They Tell Someone... How Long Did You Think You Could Keep It...
And I'm Still Finding Out About Your Other Life...
You Are So Trife...
So Tonight Get Gone...
And Don't Worry About Who Calling My Phone...
Or Who I'm Texting...
I'm Not Worried About Who You're Sexing...
So Stop Stressing About Me...
You See I Had an Epiphany...
Since You Wouldn't Be Satisfied...
Until Tears Could No Longer Fall From My Eyes...
Apologies Keep It...
I'm Sick of The Sorrys... They Do Not Change The Fact of The Matter Or Make It Different...
You Do..
Stupid...
I Swear Cupid...
Has Me Fucked Up... If He Thinks... I'm Staying...
If You Believe in God... You Should Start Praying...
He's The Only One That Would Change The Way...
I Feel About You....
And Even He Has Limits..
He Know I've Deal with So Much Shit... From You...
That He Stop Answering My Prayers... For You To Get Better...
He Started Showing Me... Signs.. And I Took Forever..
To Figure It Out... You Are Something Else..
I'm Tired of Complaining About Shit... That You Needed to Fix... I'm Not Yelling For My Health...
You Need to Shut Up and Listen...
Take My Advice..
And Heed...
Please...
Why Are You Still Here..
What are You Waiting For...
I Do Not Want You Anymore...
I Swore That I Would Never Let a Guy or Girl...
Distract Me From The Fact...
That My World..
is No Longer Peaceful..
It's Evil... And All The People are Deceitful...
No One...
Not Anyone...
Thinks Positive...
We All Are Negative..
Thinking.. People Always Want Something Back... When It's Real Love... You're Trying to Give...
It's My World... My Life... Why Are You Trying to Live..
I Will Never Give You The Satisfaction... Of Being My Demise.. My Doom...
I Would Not Fall Victim To... We Could of Have Everything... But You Walked Away.. We Was Almost There... But You Left Way Too Soon...
I Want You to Know You Could Of Had Me... And When I Enter a Room...
You Get Up And Leave...
Because I'm Getting The Love Back That I Need..
From The Person I'm With Now...
Made You Realize How Much Your Life is All Out Shape..
So Backwards... Got So Dizzy... And Now You're All Out of Place...
You're Going in Circles...
Squared Out... Too Lame to Show Your Face...
Ashamed to Look Me in My Eyes...
Too Much Pride to Say Hi...
When I Wish You Would Come and Speak to Me...
I Hope This Breaks You...
And You Crumble Into Pieces...
And You Call Me... Asking Me... What's My Thesis...
On Why You Feel The Way You Do...
I Hope You Break... So People Can No Longer See Through You...
Your Actions are No Longer Clear... You Can No Longer Be Glass...
And Who Ever Finds You... Will Have a Hell of a Time... Putting You Back Together... I Hope They Cut Themselves Everytime They Try to Put You Back Together... And Whoever Tries That.. Is Truly a Dumbass...
I Hope You Reap It...
Everything You Planted in My Garden...
I Hope You Sow...
And When You Put So Much Effort into Someone...
I Hope Their Love For You Dies... Everytime You Try to Grow..
I Know I Might Sound Bitter... But I'm Not..
And In Case You Forgot...
You Pushed Me to The Point... You're The Reason I'm Here...
You Telling Me... I Sound Crazy... But You Have Nothing to Fear...
And If Other People... Don't Break...
I Break...
I Take...
I Put Up With..
You...
I Never Used You....
Like You Used Me...
Props... To You...
Everytime.. I Feel Like This Emotional Rollercoaster... is Over... It's Drops...
If Only I Knew...
You Act So Brand New...
When I Tell You...
That I'm Over It..
You Reply... Stop Acting Like a Bitch...
Crying Over Bullshit...
Get Over It... Shit Happens... We Can Get Past It..
We Can Out Last It...
And I Agree... Come Back.. And I'm Happy...
Well I Try...
Until You Feed Me Sugar-Coated Lies.. You And Your Lying...
Like Coating It With Your Love... Makes It Okay.. And Now I'm Back Driving...
Well You're in The Driver's Seat...
And You Look at Me...
Like Where Too..
Where Ever You Go... I'm Going too...
Wow...
You Are Couple Eggs Short of a Dozen...
To Think You Will Continue to Keep Getting My Loving...
Here You Go Again.. Testing My Limits....
You Try to Abide... But You Want to Really See if My Love is Really in It...
Around and Round... We Go...
We Crash... We Clash... Like The Titans...
And You Wonder If I Really Lost It... Because I'm Not In...
My Right Mind...
I Flip The Fuck Out... Over The Little Problems...
Because I Know The Big Ones.. Will Never Be Worked Out... We Will Never Solve Them....
We Are So Damaged...
And I Have to Hand It...
To You.....
I Never Thought... That I Would Get to This Point... And Break...
And Throughout it All.. I Loved You.... I Don't Know How Much More... My Heart Can Take...
Loving You Wasn't The Problem... Letting You Get Too Close To My Heart... Was My Biggest Mistake....