The GROWN Up Look...

It's So Funny How... Individuals Claim being Grown.. Like They Are Filing for Taxes...
Thinking that By Putting it On Paper.. You will Reap the Benefits.. While You Sit Back and Relax..
Being Grown... Is Not a Option.. It's a Requirement...
It's a Not a Defense Mechanism... You Turn in On and Off... You Claim.. For Instance..
It Defines You... Calls You to Deal with The Real World..
Instead.. You Figure that Because You Grow Older.. And Learn a Few Lessons... That Entitles You To Be a Big Girl..
It's Not a Piece of Clothing that You Can Put on... To Accessorize.. Or Compliment Your Look...
Thinking Like That Gone Get You Shook..
Take the Time.. To Grow Up.. Mature.. Live Life.. Beside Learn...
Earn.. This Grown Up Look... That You Feel.. You Have..
It's Not Something that You Have to Keep Telling People.. and Convincing Yourself...
Realize it for Yourself.. That Being Grown.. Is Just That...
Don't Talk About It... Teach it..
Don't Walk Like It... Live It..
Lead By Example... Motivate..
Celebrate..
Try to Comphrend..
Then Help the Next Individual.. To Understand..
Stop Feeding that Bullshit.. To People.. Because to People who are Grown..
You Brag.. About Who and What You Got.. What You Own..
To You.. You are the Epitome.. of The Grown Up.. Look.. Sad..
To Them.. You are Merely.. Just a Kid in a Grown Woman's Body.. With a Childish Mentality.. Mad..
That You Believe that By.. Changing Your Appearance.. You Alter Yourself.. Forgetting that When You Look in The Mirror.. That Same Person is There..
That Individual.. Who Wants Everyone to Know.. What She Got.. What She Had to Do to Get It.. And How Many Guys She Has.. Every Place.. Every Where..
Not Disclosing.. That Fact that When She Goes to Sleep.. She Sleeps Alone.. Because No Respectable Guy.. Will Date Her..
Never Been Serious with a Guy.. Sure She's a Good Fuck.. Amazing Head.. But Honestly No Guy Would Mate Her..
Take Her Home to Momma..
Yet in Still She's So Grown..
Just Because You Grew Up Fast.. Or So You Say.. You're Convinced.. That Other's Should Get Like You..
Always the One in the Group.. Trying to Enlighten Other Girls.. That Need Advice.. To Take Heed..
To Listen.. Because You've Been In Every Situation before.. So You Know The Outcome... And You Believe..
But Never Not Once Have You Listened to Your Own Advice.. Took It.. Applied It..
So When Other Look to You.. For Clarification.. You Suggest.. That They Judge You By Your Words and Not Your Actions.. Often.. Highlightening...
That Being Grown.. Is Being Able to Admit That Your In too Deep..
But You Never Allow.. Others to Distance Themselves.. You Hold Out Your Hand.. Offer Up Sympathy.. And Together we Creep..
The Recipe for Disaster.. Ignorance.. Yet in Still.. You Won't Deny that.. That This Life Style is the Growing Up Phase.. But When Will It End?
And You Wonder Why.. You are Alone.. And You Have No Love Life.. And No Real Friends..
If Any One Desires to Associate Themselves with You.. It's On a Cordial Basis..
So People Never Get to Meet the Real You.. Because You Display.. This Image.. To Make Others Happy... You Joke Around.. Saying.. The Grown Up Look.. Has Many Faces...
So You Deal with Whatever Comes Your Way..
Just to Keep the Company.. And Have that Security.. You Do Whatever to Keep them Satisfied.. And Anything to Keep them to Stay..
Pray Each Day..
That's If It's Not God's Will For Him to Be in Your Life.. Then Show You a Sign..
But When He Gives You One.. You Over Look it.. Claiming that Love is Blind..
And Then You Cry and Complain.. When You Are the One Wasting Your Time on a Guy..
Whose Not Looking for a Immature.. Girl.. Who Can't Practice What She Preach..
And So You Weep..
Praying.. That God.. Shows.. You The Way..
And You Cursed.. The Day..
You Ever Said You Were Too Grown.. For This...
What a Look...........