Introducing Me..

... Hello World..
I Know You Might Think That I Just Have it Made When It Comes to Love... I'm Just The Perfect Girl..
But My Life Has Been Nothing Short of Perfect... We All Have Flaws..
We All Show Signs of Weakness... When a Certain Someone Calls..
Or Text..
We All Say That We're Moving On.. Because The One We're With.. Can Never Show Us The Same Respect...
That We Give...
I Mean We All Live..
We All Learn.. Lessons..
We All Confuse Alot of Curses in our Lives as Blessing..
You See I'm One in The Same..
Just Because The Picture is Different... Doesn't Mean We Don't Share The Same Frame...
Just Because I Say.. We Should Practice What We Preach...
But It's Sometimes So Hard to Learn The Lesson.. If You Never Take The Test... Or The Teacher Never Teach..
I Know We All Think Love is So Hard to Reach...
Or Grab..
Because It's Nothing Like Loving Someone.. And Knowing In Your Heart.. That This Love Will Last...
So If You Don't Mind..
I'll Like to Take This Time..
To Introduce Myself to Those Who Do Not Know...
I'm One of Those People.. Who Loves Hard.. Who Watches Love Grow..
But It Wasn't Always That Easy..
I've Had Times.. When I Felt Like Love Didn't Need Me..
When Love Couldn't Please Me..
So I Misplaced it With Sex.. Trading Lust For Love... When I Should Have Been Putting Myself in Check..
Instead Now All I See is Pain...
I've Had Those Day.. When I Wanted the Sun to Shine.. But It Always Rain'd...
You Think I'm Too Young to Know Heartache... Know What It Feels Like to Have Your Heart Break... Over and Over... Again and Again...
But Baby.. Age Ain't Nothing But a Number... And I've Had My Share of Lovers.. and Friends..
You See... I've Been Hurt...
And For What's It Worth...
I've Learned The Difference between Love and Lust...
You See I Love This Girl... And She Still Loved Her Ex..
She Was Too Focus On The Next...
To Worry About Us...
And How Can You Put Trust...
Your All in Someone... When You Receive Less Than That...
So I Loved Harder... Through The Lies... I Was Blinded By The Fiction... That Believed It To Be Facts...
You See I Don't Doubt That... It Was Love...
Can't Explain... My Logic or Theory... Of Staying...
Wishing and Praying...
That She Would Wake Up... One Day..
And The Light.. Would Switch On.. And She Would Say...
Hey Baby...
I Was Just Thinking... Just Maybe..
We Could Do The Unthinkable.. *Sighs*
And Just Talking About It... Brings Tears to My Eyes...
When I Promised Myself... I Wouldn't Cry...
Over Someone Who Never Cherished... Me...
Couldn't See What I See...
And You Wouldn't Believe... That I Miss Her.. Truly..
But The Old Me... Has Died.. And I'm Introducing The New Me..
The One Who Doesn't Stress...
Hold on Memories... Hold on Someone Who Could Care Less..
And Even If She Does... It's Too Late...
To Cave in... And Run Back To Her.. I Know Alot Can Relate...
But at Times... I Wish She Did Find Her Way..
Back to Me.. To My Arms..
But It's Okay..
Surprised...
But I Had to Realize...
That People Come and Go...
And No Apologies... Will Ever... Show..
Me That You Cared...
Show Me That You Spared..
My Feelings..
Everything is Now So Different..
Because I Can No Longer Listen...
I Can No Pay You Any Attention...
They Say.. It's So Hard to Get Over Someone.. But Once You Stop Missing...
Them... It Get's Easier to Breath...
You Will No Longer Have a Need..
For Them.. Well I Can't Take It..
The Old Me... Frowns... But The New Me.. Smiles.. Because You Are No Longer Around...
And I Know It's Hard...
But I'm So Scar'd...
And When I Feel Like It's Times... When I Fall Apart..
I Know That Someone Better is Going to Put Me Back Together... And Guard My Heart...
The Old Me is Damaged..
The New Me.. Can Handle It..
But We Both Want Love.. Being Real and True...
So If We Ever Meet... I'll Be Introducing The New Me.. And If You Only Knew...
What Having Something Real Can Do...
Because Everyone Wants a Relationship... But Not Alot of People Know How to Keep a Good One...
And When Everything is Done..
The New Me..
When Be a Sight to See...
Until Then...
The Old Me... Can't Be Friends...
I'd Hate to Pretend..
That I Like You..
When I Don't..
And If You Don't Get It..
Listen...
I Can't Explain It Right Now..
The Old Me Was So Down For You...
I Was In Deep.. I Fell Too.. And The New Me...
Stands For Love... Because If You Don't Stand for Something, You'll Fall For Anything...
And If You Still Don't Understands What That Means..
Then You Were Never Really Meant For Me..