My Regrets..

I've Always Lived Life.. By The Book..
It's a Time.. For Happiness, Love, Sadness.. It Became a Rountine for Me...
Never Changing My Patterns.. My Life Was a Schedule.. No Minute or Hour.. Could Be Overlooked..
Or Spared.. For Something.. Or Someone.. That Wouldn't Complete Me..
And If It Didn't Need Me...
You Wasn't Occuping My Space..
Getting Any of My Time..
Taking the Time.. To See My Face..
My Regrets... Sure We All Have Them..
If I Could Go Back.. I Never Love.. Anyone First.. Everyone.. Would Come Second.. Trust...
Instead of Looking For Love.. I'd Rather Be Looking for Lust...
I'll Have a Family By Now..
Probably Still Miserable.. Thinking.. How..
In The Hell Did I Get Myself in This Situation...
So I would Speed Up.. The Dates..
Change The Pace...
On Who I Dated...
And Maybe.. My Heart.. Wouldn't Have a Long List of People... I Hated..
On Why I Got Degraded...
And Rated as The Trophy..
When Everyone.. Was Sampling.. The Prize...
The Guys.. That I Thought I Won...
Only to Find Out That I Wasn't.. Thee Only One...
I Would Jump to Recent..
And Change The Treatment...
That I Give These Girls...Men and Women Come and Go...
Not Realizing My Regrets.. To Loving Everyone... My Future Could Tell Me So...
I'll Travel There...
To Tell Whoever I'm With.. Happy... Living Life Without a Care...
That They Need to Hurry Up.. Because My Present isn't Fair...
I'll Stay at The Present.. to Repeat this Lesson..
You Know The Most Recent One.. That Has Me Stressing...
And Laugh...
Like.. WTBF is Wrong with My Dumb Ass...
Walk Away..
Before.. You Fall So Hard From Love.. You'll Be So Broken.. You Won't Be Able to Realize... You Have a Good One.. To Stay..
So I'll Stray.. And Cheat..
Eff Up My Future and Make My Destiny so Incomplete..
Not to Mention Continue the Cycle of Effin Over People.. But I'll Be So Discreet...
So Please Take Me Back to The Past...
And Before I Made That Decision.. To Call..
Make It My Last...
Regret..
Because.. Aside For The Past.. The Future Can't Compare... To The Feeling.. of The Present.. When Your in The Right Mind Set...