Happiness vs Joy

... I Can Remember The First Time I Met Happiness... She Spotted Me Out Of a Crowd...
Found Me...
And We Exchange a Few Words...
And After That... Everything Was a Blur...
I Remember... I Asked Her... Why It Was So Hard to Find Her... And Keep...
And She Looked at Me... She Took a Breath...
And Began to Preach...
She Explained..
That We as People.. Should Never Go Looking For Her..
Because She's Hard to Satisfy... And Hard to Maintain...
She Told Me That I Was Better Off Looking For Joy...
And You Might Find Her in The Morning....
As The Good Book.. Tells Us... Maybe That's What I'm Yearning For...
She Told Me... Happiness in All in Your Head...
I Didn't Really Understand What She Was Trying to Say... But Nevertheless... It Needed to Be Said..
I Asked Her... How So..
And She Began to Let Me Know..
She Asked Me.. What Do I Want Most in Life...
I Said More Than Anything I Need a Friend.. I Wanna Be A Great Everything.. Friend.. Girlfriend... Mother... And Wife...
I Want Love...
And She Gave Me a Hug...
And Smiled and Said... Not Now.. You My Dear Have to Wait A While...
You Are Not Ready...
You Know Me and The Emotions... Always Conversate.. Our Friendships are Steady...
And I Heard About The Depression.. You're Going Through... And I Wish I Could Relate...
But I'm Happiness... Everything is Great...
As Just She Said That.. Joy.. Approached Our Table...
She Asked if She Could Sit...
And Conversate.. A Lil Bit...
I Replied That's Fine...
Because I Had a Couple of Questions That Was on My Mind..
I Asked Them.. What's The Difference...
They Both Looked at Each Other... And Laughed...
Joy... Spoke First... Like Your Not The First to Ask...
But Happiness I'll Pass..
That To You..
Well Happiness is an Emotion.. While Joy is a Feeling...
You Can Feel Joy... And You Can Feel Happiness... But it's Something that You Are... It's Something You Can See...
You Show That Emotion...
Happiness... Well I'm What Everyone Wants To Be...
But Joy is What You Need...
And If You Take Heed..
And Ask The Right Questions.. You Can Have Us Both...
I Asked How Can I.... And She Replied Know Your Worth...
Love You First...
Thinking Positive...
Stay Away From Negativity.. Live Your Life...
For You..
And I Promise..
You Can Have Us Both..
And I Said... Wait Before You Go... I Have One More Question..
And They Said Shoot...
If I Had To Choose One... Between The Two Of You... Which One.. Should I Choose...
They Looked at Each Other... And They Both Replied...
The Answer is in Your Heart... We Can't Answer.. It.. And With One More Look In My Eyes...
They Vanish..
And Left Me... Thinking...
I Shouldn't Have to Choose... Or Pick... It Shouldn't Make a Difference... I Want Both...
Need Both... I Think I've Found What My Life Has Been Missing The Most....