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Thursday, March 17, 2011

I'm Done..

I Can't Take Much More..
I Am So Tired Of You..
And I Will Apologize To You..
Because I Tried..
I Sacrificed..
Loved You..
Went Against My Better Judgment..
No Acknowledgement..
Not Even..
A Solid Reason..


I Can't Take Much More..
Can't Wait For..
Can't Hesitate..
Failed to Participate..
In This Love Game..
It Will Always Be The Same..
So I'm Resisting Temptation..
To Even Ask For An Explanation..
For Why..
You Make Me Cry..
For When..
You Think Loving Me is A Sin..
For What..
Me Loving You Whole-Heartedly is Never Good Enough
For Where..
You Don't Care..


Killed The Suspense..
Choked The Benefits..
Murdered The Friendship..
Butchered The Thought of Us.. Being Friends..
And Buried It 6-Foot Under.. So We Would Be Forced to End..
Forced Me to Hate..
Convinced Me to Try to Replace..
The Lover In Me Died..
And I Couldn't Love Another If I Tried..
You Failed You See..
Forced Me Retreat..
Hoping We Never Meet..
Again..
The End..
Over..


Please..
Leave..
Let Me Be..
Let Me Live..
Let Me Give..
Give Space..
Save Face..
Stop Trying to Complete Me..
Stop Saying That You Need Me..
Because You Had Me..
Now You Want Me..
Why Me..


If You Can't Reciprocate..
Couldn't Appreciate..
I Gave You My Love.. And You Threw It Away..
And When You Feel Like The Time Is Now.. It's Alittle To Late..
To Fix Your Lips To Say..
To Pump Your Brakes..
To Slow Down..
To Stop.. And Look Around..
When Life is Looking Like Another Sad Love Song..
And Notice You're All Alone..
In All of Your Ignorance and Bliss...
Out of Everything.. I'm The Thing You Missing..


You Scream..
You're Dreams..
Your Scheme of Things..
And When The Plot Thicken..
And One Tiny Detail of Life.. is Different..
That's When You Want To Get Vivid..
Talks Of Your Intuition..
Remembrance...
Like It Makes A Difference..
Now That You're Heart is All in It..


I Thought I Was Me..
Like I Was The Key..
That Unlocked Your Happiness..
I Was So Pressed..
On Not Pressuring You..
Faulting You..
Confusing You..
Using You..
Losing You..
Choosing You..
Doubting Me..
You Shout It To Me..
Until You Lose Your Voice..
Cry Until.. It Isn't A Choice..


One Foot On Solid Ground.. The Other Out The Door...
I Want To Leave.. But It's Like I'm Not Sure..
Should I Walk Away..
Run Away From The Truth.. So You Lie.. To Make Me Stay..
Telling Me Everything is Going To Be Okay..
And I Reply..
We'll See.. In Time..
And Like Clockwork.. The Time..
I Lose It.. Like I'm Losing Me Mind..
And Even If I Could Rewind..
I'm So Sure.. That Nothing Will Change..
The Only Thing Moving is The Hands On The Clock.. But Even That Eventually Becomes One In The Same..


So Patiently..
Waiting..
Debating..
Anticipating..
Reason.. Options.. Solutions..
When All We Really Need is Resolutions..
But Just Like New Years.. You Never Seem To Live Up To Your Own Expectations..
Like I'm Getting Mind Fu*ked Over and Over Again.. Deep Penetration..
With This Questions..
Assumption..
Accusations..
Suggestions..
The Rest Is..
Yet To Come..
And How Come..


My Best is Never Good Enough..
I'm Never Focused Enough..
Like My Love is Never Enough..
I'm Over It..
I'm So Over It.. I'm Under It..
You Never Seem To Take Anything From It..
I Swear..
I Promise.. I Don't Care..
I Don't Want to Share..
Never..
Ever..
It's Never Fun.. In Love.. If You're The Only One..
So To Answer Your Question.. Is There An Us.. No.. Because I'm Done..

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