The Pursuit of Happiness...

... Getting Tired of The Should of.. Could Of.. Would Of..
Baby.. I Should Of Called.. Could Of Been There.. Would Of Loved..
Should Of Not Cheated.. Could Of Stayed Faithful.. Would Of Stayed Loyal To You..
When I Should Of.. Listen.. Could Of Not Wasted My Time.. Would Of Left You..
Tired Of The Way You Used Us..
Me and My Heart.. And Now It's Deuces..
I Swear That Song.. Came Out at The Right Time..
I Don't Need You Reminding..
Me Of Why I Quit Trying..
Tired of Liars...
I Stopped Chasing..
Stopped Replacing..
Bad With Worst..
When I Start to Think That I Have The Worst Luck..
I Look Around and See Love That's Real.. And I Start to Think About Us..
You Can't Tell Me.. That I Don't Deserve Happiness..
I Don't Deserve.. A Better Ending For Me..
And I Know That Love and I Haven't Been Seeing Eye to Eye..
But You Need to Realize..
That If I Had to Choose..
I'll Choose My Happiness Over You..
And I'm In Anticipation..
And I'm Waiting..
For Something.. Different..
Someone Who Stays in Love.. And Doesn't Just Visit..
You've Been a Stranger in My House.. And Even When Ur Here.. I'm Still Alone..
And Our House is No Longer a Home..
I Don't Want to Be With Someone.. and Grieve..
You Always Complain About Your Needs..
What About My Needs..
What About Me..
It's Always About You.. And Your Opportunities..
Your Beliefs..
I Honestly Think That It Would Be a Relief..
If You Just Up and Leave Me..
So I Can Drop Everything.. And Focus..
Figure Out.. Why I Feel So Trapped.. Why I Feel So Hopeless..
All These Feeling..
My Unhappines is Never Ending..
The Time I'm Spending..
Worrying..
I Could Be Celebrating..
My Independence..
But You Are So Relentless..
In Your Quest..
To Make Me Miserable.. You Question My Best..
Put Me in The Category with The Rest..
Of The People That.. Failed.. And Could Care Less..
When My Actions Show Otherwise..
And I'm Tired.. And I Know It's Never A Right Time to Say Good-Bye..
I'm Good..
What is Known Does Need to Be Spoken.. So It's Understood..
I'm Straight..
Well I'll Be.. And I Know You Hate..
I Picked a Fine Time..
To Close My Fingers.. And Promised.. Make Up My Mind..
That I Should Come First.. Should Be Number One..
But I'll Give Credit Where Credit is Due..
It Was The Love of My Life..
That Showed Me.. That I Deserve to Be Treated Right..
And For That I'm Forever Grateful..
I'll Deserve Someone Who Will Remain Faithful..
I'm So Tired of Trying to Make You See..
That I Was One of The Best Things.. To Ever Compete..
And I Never Questioned Why I Had to Fight For Your Love..
When You Told Me I Was The Only One Who Deserved Your Love..
It Was a Battle That I Will Never Win..
And Even As I Tell You That I Want To Be Friends..
You're Telling Me.. That You Don't Want This to End..
How Can I Win.. When I'm Losing Loving You..
I'm Losing Me.. And You Say.. You've Kinda Lost Yourself Too..
When Also..
And You Suppose..
Well You Know..
And It Goes Right Back to You..
And What You Need..
What About Me..
Don't You Think.. I Deserve Honesty..
I Want to Rely on You Too.. And Not Just You Relying On Me..
And You Say.. Don't You Want Me to Be Happy..
What About My Happiness..
And You Say.. What About Us.. What About This..
I Guess.. I Will Miss..
I Mean We Are Content..
What if Being Content.. Isn't Enough.. And If It Wasn't Evident..
You Complete...
You Need Me...
Yes It's True..
What Am I To Do..
When I Want My Happines..
But My Happiness.. Is In You..