I Was Once walking on a Path & Met someone who Told me that they Believed that I could Fly... But when it was time for them to Let Go.. They Hid My Wings..
Told Me to Follow the Song to get better understanding but Didn't Know how to Sing..
And Promised Me that I didn't Need them, My Wings to Fly... but when I asked them to Point me in the Direction they couldn't show me the Sky..
I Never got tired of Not knowing but I got Tired of Knowing NOTHING... Every time that you promised me the stars you gave me a burnt out light bulb.. which Meant you had NO IDEA where the Stars were located...
And every time I asked u.. If you Love Me.. I counted the Seconds.. Sounded like Thousands of Millions of Seconds But You Said I Love You Too.. Like I wouldn't noticed that you Hesitated..
Or the Thought that My Life would Be Better.. So Much Better with Out You.. Why SHOULD I EVEN TRY..
I mean I understand the Code of Us and You and Me are Separate but United.. What Happen to Promise not to Lie.. Cross My Fingers.. And Hope to Die.. What Happen to Sticking the Damn Needle in Your Eye...
The Reality of things is that.. Things and People Change.. And the Only Thing I will Promise.. Is Not to Cry.. Over the Ideal of You.. Nevertheless, I Will Continue this Path..
On the Same Path, I met Someone who Could get inside My mind by touching my Heart..
And Wrote his Name all over on this hollow organ, more like a muscle.... See He was Smart..
He Knew that it was In My Chest and Between My Lungs so I Would Breathe Him.. Damn his Clever Mind
And Every time that we Came in contact with Each other.. It Felt Like He Controlled My thoughts.. Made Me Weak.. Hard to Speak.. Every Time.. He Held Me For Behind..
It didn't take me Long to Understand the Concept.. In Order to Finish this path.. I needed to Get Past this Road that was HE Blocked in front of Me..
He wanted Me.. And I wanted to Be Free.. So in return I give Him me.. I cut out My Heart.. The Very Thing that He Wanted and He Let Me Be.. I had to Finish My Journey..
At First I was Scared because I thought I would Die.. Because he had My Heart.. As I walked away.. I couldn't Breath him anymore.. The Memories that we Shared.. I couldn't See..
I met many other He's but He or Him.. Couldn't Compare to the One who I gave My Heart to..
The path Seemed Like a Never Ending Road that I needed to get Out of.. Closure too.. Or At A least Find a Friend..
Walking this same path, I met these girls who could with one look in their eyes..make the sun seem like a tiny star to the moons presence
Seeing that I had no Essence, They tried to convince me that I had special powers too... Like we all were unique and this was the same path that had to choose..
These Girls Told Me that I could Stand in the Any Water.. And Not Drown..
My Power Only Subsided When the Sun Died Down.. But When the Sun is Around...
Should I believe Them.. You Could Imagine how Scared I was since I didn't know how to Swim..
I thanked them for there blessings and continued the path what was designed for me..
I stopped.. To an Ocean and a Guy with no Boat.. He told Me that he Could Get Us Across... If I believed that He Could..
Thinking to myself.. I could Get myself Across.. Why would I need Him.. But Something about Him.. Made Me want to Put all My Trust in Him.. Thinking to Myself.. Knowing I Shouldn't but I Should???
He Reached Out his Hand and Walked into the Water.. I Looked at Him.. And Stood There..
Astonished that this Man.. Know So much about Me.. But Know Nothing... He Replied.. "Trust Me..I Care"
And For the First Time AGAIN I felt things.. thought about Him and I as we walked the Water.. My Heart couldn't Compare...
And after the long Walk across.. He didn't want to let Go.. He couldn't just live of the memories in his mind that we shared..
He Needed More.. He Wanted Something From Me.. So I Reached into My Head and Gave Him My Mind.. And He was Okay with Having My Brain..
He Needed All the Memories in case he would Forget Any..And Forgetting those memories will Drive Him insane..
He wanted to know.. How I knew to Trust him.. and Put My Trust Him.. The Curiosity in him had to know..
I told Him.. That I was going on instincts and judgment and you didn't look like a guy who would Break someone that wasn't There.. So I had to Let Live and Let Go..
He Hugs me and Reassured me that My Path wasn't that long and my Destination is so close.. That I could touch it..
He kissed Me and Promised Me that he will always Care.. About Me.. Because After all He Knew So Much to know Nothing at All, Assuming this was for My Benefit..
So I continued on My Path..
And At the End of the Path.. I was Tired to Have Walked this Road.. with Pain and Grief..
None of the Things I could Remember or the Happy that I once felt.. I could No longer.. I sat By a Tree..
She wanted Me to Give Her Something or at least know why I wasn't happy with My destination.. Like it wasn't where I wanted to Be..
I told her all about the problems and guys that I ran into and The Damn Tree Laughed At Me..
She looked me in the eyes, with the Stern Look on Her Face and put me in My Place.. With one Question.. She Asked.. What Piece of Them.. Did you Receive...
(Sighs..)
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