Thank Me Later...

Hey You...
I Pray That This Reaches You...
Tired of Preaching to You..
About Change...
Tired of The Constant Circles..
The Rollercoasters...
The Ups and Downs.
Being Around..
The Highs and Lows..
I Can Ride..
But I Refuse to Stand Aside...
Waiting Patiently... In Line..
While You Let Everyone.. Cut In Front of Me...
Saying They Have What I Lack..
So You're Pushing Me to The Back..
And I'm Supposed to Believe..
That Its Me You Need..
I'm Tired of.. Finding My Way to You....
Being Behind You..
When I Should Be Right Beside You...
But Your Too Focused on Trying to Take The Lead..
And It Kills Me.. That You Really Can't See...
You Will Never Be Satisfied...
And it would Be Hella Lies..
If You Said..
That One Girl Could...
I Wish You Would..
Sit Here and Lie to Me...
Cry to Me...
About Being Different..
So Unique..
But When You Speak..
It Just Sounds Like a lot of Words..
And Its Either Been Already Said or Already Been Heard..
If Not By Me.. To Me..
So I Thank You..
For Pushing Me... Away From You...
To Make The Final Decision to Do What I Have to Do...
Show You... That Being Single is My Choice.. And Solution...
With All of Our Problems... We Seem to Add More... Never Finding Resolutions...
So Again.. I Thank You...
For Opening.. My Eyes..
And All This Time...
I Thought Love Was Bind..
And Most of The Time..
I Was Not Even Seeing Clearly...
How Could I Be So Naivee..
So Eager to Please..
The Unpleasable..
When You Made Unreasonable..
Request...
For Me to Love You.. At My Very Best...
When Your Love for Me Was Average...
Most of The Time.. You Wasn't Even Willing...
To Be Giving Me Your Best...
And Still I Stand Thanking You...
Praising You...
To Help Us...
Trust..
Lust For Me..
Like I Lusted For You...
Not Cool..
How You Put Me Through Every Little Test.. That Could Possibility Prove...
That I Would Never Be Good Enough...
For You...
Or Anyone Else for that Matter... How?
Can I Still Thank You.. Simply.. I Can Admit My Mistakes...
And Know That No Matter How Long It Takes..
I Will Let Go.. Of You...
So Maybe in The Next Lifetime.. Maybe in The Next Life...
You Can Say That.. You Did All You Can Do.. To Keep Mrs. Right...
I'll Be Okay.. And I Have You To Thank.. Every Day and Night..
Because You Will Never Truly Find Anyone Greater...
And You'll Be The One Regretting... Scared of Lonely... So You Can Thank Me Later...