Playing With Fire..

........ *Sighs* .......
You Will Never Understand Me..
And You Have To Hand It To Me..
I'm Something Like Nothing You Ever Seen Before..
And Know..
When They Speak Of Me.. It's Often Exaggerated...
Moreso Fabricated..
No One Will Ever Get Me..
Get Me..
It Didnt Even Take Me To Leave.. For You To Miss Me..
You Kiss My Ass.. Pretending That's Where My Lips Be..
I'm Here.. And I'm Not Going Anywhere..
Intimidated..
Never..
I'll Rather Be Penetrated..
With Your Words..
Than Fucked or Raped By Your Actions..
My Satisfaction..
Only Comes..
And Goes..
But When It's There..
You Can't Tell Me Nothing..
Show Me..
You Don't Know Me..
There is Not Enough Time in The Day..
Days In Week.. Monday to Sunday..
To Try..
To Even Imply..
I Know That No One is Prefect..
But On The Road to Finding It.. I'm The Closet You'll Get..
To It..
So When You Meet Me..
Greet Me..
With Respect..
Never Question or Suspect..
My Intentions..
Not To Mention..
How I Decide..
How My Actions Never Coincide..
With My Words.. How I Never Practice What I Preach..
Or How I'm Never Giving But I Always Receive..
How Can You Tell Me What I Need..
And While You're Following The Rules..
Following What Other's Say and Do..
Copying The Next..
I'm On The Road to Be The Next Best..
While You Hold Your Peace..
At Other's Request..
I'm Getting Things Off My Chest..
I'll Never Bite My Tongue..
I'm Never Reward Average.. I'll Never Praise Being Number Two.. When I Know I Can Be Number One..
Why Should I Settle.. Why Should I..
The Question Isn't.. Rhetorical.. I Don't Want to Just Get By..
So When You Approach Me..
Show Me..
If You're Really Trying to Get to Know Me..
Know My Attitude.. Sucks..
When I Should Be Thinking About Sex.. I'm Celibate.. Because I Don't Give No F*cks..
I'm An Asshole..
And If You Stick to The Script and Know Your Role..
I'll Never Have to Show You My Ass...
Don't Blame Me.. Blame My Past..
And Maybe This I'm The Sh*t Attitude Won't Last..
I'm Not Stuck-Up..
My Attitude is Not F*cked-Up..
I Just Know What I'm Worth.. And My Potential..
Some Say It's All Mental..
But I'm Blessed..
Too Far Ahead To Turn Around and See The Rest..
When Will You Get It..
I'm Not Different..
I'm An Original..
Born This Way.. And Will Die Being Me..
But That You'll Never See.. Or Comprehend..
I'll Never Need Someone To Complete Me.. All These Friends..
Backstabbing...
Adding..
Drama.. Confusion..
Adding The Illusion..
That You Are Surrounded By The Realest..
When In Reality.. These People are Speading Your Business..
The Truth is..
You'll Never Take The Advice..
And You Wonder Why Nothing is Going Right.. In Your Life..
You Live For Others..
And Not For You.. Treating One Another Like Family..
When It's Plain to See..
None of You Have Loyalty..
The Integrity..
To Look in The Mirror and Love The Person Looking Back at You..
You Don't Have a Clue..
What Happiness.. Means..
And If It Seems..
Like You Do..
You Prove Me Wrong.. Calling It Doing You..
So Excuse Me..
If I Ignore Your Excuse..
To Do You..
And It's Truly Sad..
That In a Couple Months.. You Will Be A Thing Of The Past..
A Fad..
That Everyone Tried..
And When They Got Tired.. They'll Toss You Aside..
And You're Sitting Here.. Telling Me That I Need You..
Come Again.. Your Where I Wanna Be..
You're a Good Look For Me...
When Looking at You.. And Looking At Me..
That.. I Really Can't See..
Or React To Your Advances.
Why Should I Take My Chance..
Why Should I Downgrade..
Why Should I Rearrange..
My Life and Priorities..
When Did You Get Seniority..
Who Are You..
Why Do I Need You..
Stop..
Please..
Leave..
I Don't Need..
Or Will Ever..
You Really Need To Learn..
That Playing With Fire.. Will Get You Burned..
Now.. Get Gone...