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Friday, March 18, 2011

Unfortunate..

.. Funny How The Tables.. Turn..
The Same Lesson That You Tried To Teach Me.. You Now Have to Learn..
The Same Basic Instructions..
Told Me About My Illogical Behavior is Now a Factor in Your Own Misconduct..
How Does It Feel.. Really..
Told Me.. You Will Never Know How I Felt.. Now You Really Feeling Me..
Dumped Me..
Quitted Me..
You Had Such A Way With Words..
Dragged Out The Process Just to Say You Want to Be With Her..
How Is That Going..
Jumped Into It With Her.. Not Even Knowing..
And When I Thought Our Love Was Just Growing..
You Acted Like This Angel.. But I Swear Your Horns Are Showing..
Told Me I Would Never Understand Your True Worth..
And If That Wasn't Bad Enough.. You Made It Worst..
Forced The Knife is My Heart.. Broke It.. And Sat Back..
When You Felt Like I Was Lacking Love.. You Complained When You Had To Pick Up The Slack..
And Every Time We Had To Interact..
You Always Found A Way To Bring Me Down..
Funny How What Goes Around.. Always Comes Right Back Around..
Built Me Up to Tear Me Down..
And I Took It All With A Smile..
Subjected Me to False Hope..
So Cut Throat..
In This Thing You Called Your World of Love..
I Tried.. Sweat.. Tears.. And Blood..
Even When I Wanted to Fight For Us..
Made It Clear.. That It Was No Point in Fighting For Our Love..
Drove Me To Insanity..
Drove Myself.. Crazy.. Just Because You Demanded It From Me..
And When I Became Crazy In Love With You..
You Felt Like My Love.. Was To Bizarre For You..
And When I Wrote You Love Letters.. With The Sincerest Intent..
I Had To Be Better.. Because I Knew You Wasn't Happy With Us Just Being Content..
But You Never Took The Time to Check..
Changed Your Address and Moved On To The Next..
In Every Aspect..
It Took Days.. Months.. Years..
To Erase You From My Mind.. Wished That The Thought Of You Would Just Disappear..
And Now That My Time Had Passed You By..
You Want To Call Just to Say Hi..
Hoping That I Would Sympathize...
Without Question.. You Want to Break Down and Cry..
Memories of Us.. And How We Used to Be.. Makes You Want to Break Down Inside..
Now You're Trying To Explain..
The Love That You Had For Me... The Love You Took Away..
Is Now Something.. That You Need to Survive.. You Need to Stay..
Talks Of How.. The Girl.. That You Replaced Me.. With..
Turned Out To be Nothing Like You Thought She Would Be.. Her Love is So Different..
And Now That You're Getting A Taste of Your Own Medicine..
At One Point or Another.. Her Love For You Felt Like It Was Heaven Sent..
And Now She Treats You Like You're Irrelevant..
You Blame Me.. Because Our Love to You.. Was The Realest..
You Ask How I Feel.. Well I'm Indifferent..
And In No Place.. Or Point In Time..
Well I Let You Back Into My Life.. Or Will I Let You Remind..
Me.. Of All The Pain.. The Hurt..
And Just Because You May Not Know Yours.. I Know My Worth..
You Still Ask For One More Chance..
You Extend Out Your Hand..
Wanting To Reach Out To You..
But Anger and Hatred Towards You.. Is What I'm Used Too..
And Like The Pieces Of a Puzzle.. You're Puzzled..
All Out Of Place.. Needing To Be Fixed.. And You Don't See Any Other..
That Can Complete You..
Hoping I'll Be There.. When You Need Me That Most.. And Not How You Was When I Needed You..
You Guess What You're Trying To Say.. Is That Nothing is Promised..
And To Be Completely Honest..
Sincerest Deepest Apologies.. Because You Had To Find Out The Hard Way That Nothing Will Ever Be Better Than This..
All I Can Reply is How Unfortunate..

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