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Saturday, March 19, 2011

My Preference

So When You Look At Me What Do You See..
Please Tell Me..
Do You See The Curiosity In My Eyes Because My Eyes Doesn’t Lie..
Do You See The Inquiring Look On My Face When You Ask Me If It’s A Females Lips I Want To Taste or Would I Rather Stick to The Taste of A Guy’s Penis?
It’s Like I Understand That Whole Men Are From Mars and Women Are From Venus..
But Where The Hell Am I From? Pluto?
It’s Like I’m A Guy Trapped in A Girl’s Body, He Knows, She Knows and You Know..
And What Makes It So Incredible..
Is That I’m The Best Of Both Worlds..
The Mind Frame of A Guy.. A Beast With The Beauty Of A Girl..
That Would Make Me A Quadruple Threat, To Some But To Most.. It's Another Opportunity To Hate..
Can You Really Judge A Book By It’s Cover.. What Would My Book State..
We Are So Lost In This State Of Mind... You Could Never Find The Real Me...
My Book Would Have So Many Chapters.. It Would Be Hard Not To Get In Deep In My Story..
Laughing Because The Things You Would Think Is So Trife...
Is The Shit That I Already Done Twice In My Life...
And Reading About Your Life Would Indeed Bore Me..
But Let’s Get Back To The Matter At Hand, MY STORY..
My Contents.. My Pages.. My Autobiography..
But Truthfully You All Want To Know.. No Need For Apologies..
A Pretty Girl Like Me Is Down With Guys..
Just Ups and Then Decides..
It's Time To Switch Teams And Go With The Flow..
I Mean What If I Am.. Why Should You Have A Say So...
What Does It Matter To You..
About it.. What Can You Do..
It’s Because You Hear That I’m Gay...
Since You Figured That You Can Turn Me Out By Hear Say..
Or That Because You Honesty Think That A Box is Going Io Keep Me Interested..
In What The Pink Has To Say.. Knowing It'll Make a Huge Difference..
Because I’m Always Blue..
What Am I To Do..
I Can’t Help It If He Likes Me And She Likes Me Too..
So After Debating My Feelings I Took A Quiz To Help Me Find Myself So To Speak, I Felt Lost, I Needed A Clue..
This Test Told Me That I Was Confused..
When In Fact I’m Not… It Told Me That I Was Curious And Should Open Up More..
Knock And It Will Be Open.. Just Have To Pick The Right Doors..
That I Should Seek And I Will Find..
Open My Mind..
To The Possibilities..
So What Am I Waiting For.. As If I Wasn’t Lost Already..
They Tell Me That Being This Way Is Why I Could Never Really Go Steady..
My Path Isn’t Quite Clear..
And The Way You Make It Seem.. Likes It’s A Girl’s Worst Fear..
To Be Hurt And Now You Tell Me That I Would Rather The Comfort Of A Woman And Her Presence To Be Near..
Or That I Enjoy Sex Because It’s With Guys But Girls Are What I Hold Dear..
Let Me Be Clear...
I Don’t Like Bitches..
I Love Women..
I’m Thinking To Myself This Is The Real Reason Why I Would Never Settle Down..
Because Every Time That Tom, Dick, and Harry Came Around..
It Was Never Me That They Was Actually Trying To Pursue...
It Was My Nails So To Speak And Every Chance That They Got.. They Tried To Screw...
Now That I Don’t Need A Hammer.. I Want Some Thing Real...
I Should Stick To One Side And Pretend Like It Isn’t Mixed Feelings That I Feel..
Like I Can’t Imagine Me With You And Her On The Side..
It’s Called A Three Some Dumb Ass.. Are You Down For The Ride..
Since You Already Figured That I Was Gay In Your Mind..
So Why Are You Wasting Time Trying To Ask Me If I Am Happy..
Nigga I’m blissful And My life Is A Mystery...
I Have Kept You On The Edge Of Your Seat.. My Moments Are Suspenseful.. I'm Just Being Me..
And Every Time You Think That You Have Me Figured Out I Change..
Nothing About Me Stays The Same..
And If You Can’t Understand That You Never Figured Me Out And I Doubt That You Ever Will..
And You Tell Me That Only Time Will Tell Until I Have To A Side I Have To Choose..
A Life That You Deemed Me Too... Marriage With You.. Husband and Kids..
That This Other Lifestyle Forbids..
That Prevents Those Incidents From Ever Happening Until You And Her Are Forced To Fight For Who Gets Me.. Like I'm Some Kind of Fucking Prize..
I'm A Fucking Person.. I Have Feelings Too.. They're Just Deep Down Inside..
I Know Right.. I'm Talking Crazy.. Kinda Sounds Like Familiar.. Heard It All Before..
If Anything How Would Anyone Understand How I'm Feeling.. How In The Blue Fuck Would You Even Know..
And Instead of Judging.. If You Want To Know Me.. If You Ever Have To Question..
Just Ask Me.. I'll Be More Than Happy To Tell You My Preference..

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