Stairway To Heaven..

... I Would Have Never Thought That You Would Leave Me..
Having to Think Of You As a Memory..
And That I'm Going to Have to Get Used To..
An Abbreviation.. Mentioned Before They Introduce You..
I Don't Understand How They Can Say RIP..
And How Someone Can Truly Rest in Peace..
My Nights are No Longer Full of Sleep..
It's Your Touch That Yearn..
I Toss and Turn..
Praying That You Visit Me..
Wondering If You Still Love Me..
Like I Love You...
Need Me Like I Need You..
When Times Seems So Unbearable...
And When My Actions.. Seems Questionable..
And As I Write This.. I Weep.. I Shed So Many Tears..
I Can't Get The Times Back.. The Days.. The Months.. The Years..
I Can't Even Imagine...
The Thought of You Being A Phantom..
That Feeling I Get When I Know I'm Not Alone..
You Will Always Live On..
Through Me..
When People Think Of U.. I Want Them to See You Through Me..
I Want to Live It...
I Want To Be a Mirror Image..
The Perfect Representation
Of What You Taught Me..
And How Your Advice Has Brought Me..
And Got Me..
To The Place.. I'm Now..
And I Know That You're Looking Down...
You Wouldn't Want to Be Miserable.. You Would Tell Me to Put a Smile on My Face..
Because You Are Truly in a Better Place..
And As You Climb Those Stairs to Heaven.. I Ask That You Think of Me..
Every Step..
Keep In Mind..
Please Remember The Times..
Because They Never Seem to Leave Me... I Memorized..
Your Face.. Your Laugh.. The Way You Smile.. Your Eyes...
And Even Though I'm Having a Tough Time..
And Maybe I Am Losing My Mind..
But Can You Blame Me..
You Have a Major Part of Me..
And I To You..
They Say Letting Go is Never Easy.. This Pain Will Never End..
I Truly Lost a Friend..
Lost My Love.. Lost My Life..
Dedicated to Anyone.. Who Lost a Family Member.. Ranging From Grandfather... Bestfriend.. To Wife..
My Heart Will Always Be Broken..
Because I Feel Like Our Time Was Stolen..
And I'm Missing You More and More with Each Day..
When Things From Others Spoken As Words of Encouragement.. I Only Just Want to Hear You Say..
My Name.. One More Time..
An I Love You.. Will Help Me to Get By..
And When People Suggest..
That You Will Be My Angel.. Standing By My Side.. To Serve and Protect..
I Truly Hope You Get to Heaven.. And God Will See The Good in You That I See..
And When I Look In Sky.. Your Star will Shine.. So I Can Know You Got Your Set of Wings..
Just Know You Live in My Dreams..
And Sometimes I Wish That I Wouldn't Wake Up.. So We Can Reunite..
I Hope The People in Heaven are Treating You Right..
Know That I Pray for You Each Night..
When I Think of You.. It Bring Tears to My Eyes..
Knowing I Never Got to Say My Final Goodbye..
And Have You There to Actually Listen..
You Would Smile and Tell Me.. You Will Always Stay The Same.. Things Will Change.. But That Will Never Be Different..
God Has a Plan For All of Us.. And It's a Time and Place For Everything..
And Until Now.. I Never Really Understood What That Meaned..
Until Recently..
Anniversaries..
Birthdays.. Will Never Be The Same.. Because Your Not Here With Me..
To Celebrate..
To Blow Out The Candles.. To Elevate..
To Lift My Spirits..
To Speak Your Peace..
I Hope That Heaven is Everything You Want It To Be..
I Know That When It's My Time You'll Be at The Stairs.. Patiencely Waiting For Us to Meet..
And Then We Can Spend The Rest of Eternity..
Loving You.. And You'll Be Love Me...
And You'll Be There to Greet..
Welcome Me..
I Hope The Stairway to Heaven is Long..
So You Can Take The Time.. To Tell Me.. Why God Taking You Out of My Life Wasn't So Wrong..
Because Right Now It's So Hard to Move On..
*Sighs*
I Guess It's Time to Let You Go..
I Can't Get Over The Fact That You're Not Here Anymore..
Truly Do Mean It.. Rest In Peace.. But I'm Sure That You Already Know...
Even Though I Never Wanted This to End.. I Love You.. I'm Missing You.. Will Just Be Thoughts In My Head.. Until We Meet.. Again..



*RIP Auntie Connie.. Grandma's.. Uncle Louie.. Cousin Calvin... Dame.. Marcus.. Kofi... Gone But NEVER Forgotten*