Fall For Your Type..

I Never Really Sat Down And Re-Evaluated My Life... My Decisions... My Actions... My Results..
No Matter How Often I Place Blame on Others.. I Still Feel Like It's My Fault..
Somehow.. I End Up Back at Square One...
No Matter How Much I Add or Subtract It.. I Always End Up.. With This Sum..
And I Know This is Some Bullsh*t...
No Matter How Much.. I Try to Say.. That This One.. Is Different..
It Always End The Same...
And With Everyone... Unique Faces.. Interestings Stories.. Different Names..
It Never Changes..
And It Never Cease to Amaze..
How Similar.. They Are...
I Swear Everytime I Get Involved..
When Love Calls..
I Never Check The Caller Id..
I Never Look For Love.. But Somehow I Always See...
Always Arrive Early.. So That I Won't Miss My Place..
Because When You're Early.. You're On Time.. And When You're On Time.. You're Late..
And Everytime I Shot For Those Fireworks.. It Always Blows Up in My Face..
Thinking It Was All Good Just a Week Ago..
It's Like I Have The Answer to The Question.. But When You Ask Me.. I Never Know..
And Somehow It Never Last...
And You Soon Become a Thing of The Past..
When I Seem to Makes The Same Mistakes in The Present..
And When I Try to Correct It..
It's Never The Right Time..
The Fact of The Matter.. Is That You Always Stay on My Mind..
And Maybe.. Just Maybe..
That's Why The Next One.. Has to Complete Me..
Like You..
And When They Do..
They Remind Me.. Of You..
Your Type..
You're Mind.. And I Know I Have The Right..
To Be Happy.. If Not With You.. Then Similar.. Exactly..
When Actually..
You Were My Downfall.. My Weakness.. My Crypt..
No Matter How Many Actors and Actresses.. I Cast.. It's Always The Same Script..
When Off Rip..
Everything Should Change..
But It Doesn't.. It Stays The Same...
I Don't Know What You Do to Me.. But I Know The Next One Will Also..
Most Time.. Hurt Me Alittle More.. And I Know..
That When I Should Reflect..
My Love.. Never Gets The Same Respect..
My Heart.. Beats.. For This Type of Stuff..
And Maybe When I Get Fed Up.. And Feel Like Enough is Enough..
I'll Get Tired.. And Move On..
I'll Find Leave The Neighborhood.. Pack My Bags.. And Be Gone..
Maybe I Need a New Location..
Change The Direction..
Change of Scenery..
I Really Think I'm Scared of Change.. Changing How I Feel.. is All New to Me..
I Feel Like... Damn.. (Pause)... I Don't Even Know How I Feel..
No Longer Can Decode Fact From Fiction.. Fake From Real..
What I Lost in You..
I Will Find in The Next.. And Pick Up.. Where I Left Off... With The Next Few...
I'll Never Lose Focus.. On What Catches My Eye...
Will Be The Same Circumstances... That Will Make Me Cry..
Will Be The Same Drama.. The Next One Brings..
And Another Thing..
I Know You Feel Like I'm Trying...
To Replace...
Trying to Erase..
What We Had..
I Know That You're Mad..
Because The One on My Arm.. is a Down Grade Version on You.. So You Say..
But They Possess The Same Qualities You Have to Make Me Want to Leave... Makes Me Want to Stay..
So I Re-Create..
What We Had.. And I Know You Hate...
That I Found Someone.. And When You Felt Like I Lost... I Merely Won..
You Laugh.. Saying.. They Will Do Me... The Same..
Because I'm The One to Blame..
For Why We Never Worked Out..
So You Wish Me Nothing But Happiness.. But You Doubt...
I Find It..
And When I Get Hurt.. I'll Come Back...
No Matter How Much.. They Have.. You're What They Lack..
Maybe You're Right..
Maybe I'm Wrong.. Either Way.. I'll Be Alright..
You Are an Ex For a Reason..
So I Can't Be Believing..
That You Are The Protype..
And I Know You Feel Like.. Now Matter.. How Much I Try to Explain.. What I Feel is Right...
I Seem to Always Fall For Your Type..